Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Shake the dust

This ones for the girls, who always get hurt, I want you to know your not alone.

This is for all those suicidal people out there who think now one cares, but people really do, more than you think.

This is for the people who hate their lives and cant stand living, they need to know it is worth it to be alive in the long run.

This is for those people, who are so pissed off and cant hold it in any longer. Im telling you to let it all out it will feel so great. Just scream if you feel its needed.

This is to those people who feel it is inapropriate to swear when angry, im here telling you that swearing when angry might just be what you need to do to get through to that person.

This is to all those nerdy boys out there, who feel like they will never be with anyone. Im here saying thats not true, in the future you will, just keep being yourself:)

This is to all those people, who go gay because the oposite sex treats them so crappy. Im here to say dont, someone special is out there for you, you just havent found them yet.

This is to those people who think they are nothing, that they arent important. You are perfect the way you are, god made you the way you are for a reason, when you talk down to yourself imagine how that makes him feel. Your perfect in his eyes.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Blurbs

Fablehaven- Is a magical world that only people who drink a magic milk can see them. They figure out that they live in this world. They later find out that they have to help them, save fablehaven and they do. In the end everything is all fine and dandy.

A child called it- Is about a kid whos been abused by his mother his hole life. And nobody does anything about it. Until he runs away. Than the cops see that hes been being abused, and they put him in foster care and get rid of his mother forever.

twighlight- This girl moves in with her dad. She meets a vampire guy. He falls inlove with her. She finds out he is a vampire but she isnt scared of him. They become an item. He saves her from a bad vampire, and than takes her to prom. They are once again happy.

A great a terrible beauty- Is about a girl who is the olden days and she wears dresses like in pirates of the carribean. She finds this new world at a bording school with some of her friends. She falls inlove with a gypsie man. But she doesnt end up with him.

Thirst- is about a vampire girl. She is a very angry girl who is out to kill bad people who messed up her life. She meets this guy whos father she murdered. They fall inlove with eachother. Bad things happen and they get seperated.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Story within a song.....

This song is about a girl who treats this guy like crap but now she regrets it, cause she is inlove with him, and he never treated her wrong. She is asking for his forgiveness again cuz she loves him, she promises to treat him right.

There for you: Fly Leaf

Plot: she wants to be there for this special person. But she feels that she cant.
Setting: Past, present, future. the girl singer, and the guy she is apologizing to.
Characters: the girl singer, and the guy she is apologizing to.
Conflict: She was mentally abusive to him, she treated him like crap, now she feels she doesnt deserve him back. But she is asking for his forgiveness and another shot at life with him anyways. She wants to be there for him like he was there for her.
Theme: Dont ever treat someone badly cause you will never know when they will stop putting up with it, and leave you, for someone better. What ever your going through, never treat someone wrong.

This song is about a girl who loves someone, but she was abusive to him, and now she is begging him to come back.

Plot: She wants to be loved by this guy, but she doesnt know how to show it back.
Setting: Past, Future
Characters: Pink and the guy she loves
Confilict: she is abusive to the guy and treats him like crap, and now she is begging him to stay.
Theme: never abuse anyone, seek therapy, good friends that uplift you , dont take out your anger in hurtful ways towards other people, even though it may seem like a good idea, but its not.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Jealousy

I am jealous of the ex boyfriend poem......because i like how it explains like what she has been through. It had a lot of emotion in it. I am jealous mainly because i wish i could have written it instead of her. I can totally relate to it. I really liked it.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Complaints...

Tired of being told what to do, Tired of my past, Sick of the emotional abuse going on, Sick of stress, Tired of being controlled, Tired of immaturity, Tired of mistakes, Tired of failing, Tired of grades, Tired of losing people to drugs and suicide, Tired of religion, Tired of being emotionally exhausted, Tired of not eating, Tired of not having an appitite, Tired of my heart aching, Tired of being let down. Tired of lies, Tired of putting up with stuff i dont need to be putting up with, Sick of being a druggy, Sick of judgemental people, Sick of being depressed, Sick of not caring, sick of caring, sick of getting hurt over and over again, Tired of Fate, Tired of screaming for help but no one heres me or comes to my rescue, Tired of being pissed all the time, Tired of not letting people in, Tired of drama, Tired of divorce, Sick of relationships, Sick of inconsiderate jerks, I'm tired of that war i fight deep down within myself.

Love is......

Love is burying your dog in the backyard. Love is a ring of fire. Love is watching your dad die in a hospital bed. Love is a rose full of thorns, it may be beautiful sometimes, but its never perfect. Love is insanity. Love is not getting you out of my mind. Love is addiction. Love is hate every once in a while. Love is sadness. Love is a new born baby. Love is intimacy between a husband and a wife. Love is waiting in the emergency room, with your sibling. Love is waiting for a soldier to return home. Love is attending a funeral. Love is beautiful, but its also ugly sometimes. Love is your wedding day. Love is staying with a spouse instead of getting a divorce.  Love is taking a bullet for someone.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Abuse isnt the answer.

I feel like im walking on air, Im floating, im leaving my happy place into an emotional skitzophrenic mind,
I see them all around me, i see the skin falling off their bones, i see the blood the cutts the bruises, i hear the muffled screams, I here the noises the knife makes when it enters the poor victims body, the sound the gun makes when its fired. I dont understand why these horrible things happen. You see this little girl walking down the street, in an old tattered dress, her long dirty ratted hair a mess and her bruised up bloody body, she looks at you with that red puffy tear stained face, she limps towards you, she takes your trembling hand in her fagile black and blue hands, you look into those bloodshot brown eyes, she looks at you pleadingly and begs for you to help her, she says im scared daddies gonna hurt me again tonight, you start to tremble and shake then the tears come out, you cant help her shes already dead. What is it gonna take to stop all this disgusting abuse. When is it gonna get through there freakin heads that were human too? Im so freakin sick of this crap. These people are sick, and if your reading this and your one who is being abused dont be afraid to reach out, I did and it helped me. No one deserves to be treated like that.