Film Analysis : The Sorcerers Apprentis

Oridinary World: David A little nerdy kid in fourth grade, livin a normal life made fun of and has a crush on a girl.

Call to adventure: David runs into a sorcerer out of quincadence. His name is Balthazar, and he claims that David is the prime merlinion. Balthazar gives him a ring.

Refusal of call: He is hesitant about becoming a sorcerer, cause he wants to be normal.

Meeting with the mentor: Balthazar the sorcerer

Crossing the threshold: having David becoming the prme merlinion, and finding the doll that holds Morgana an evil sorcerous inside of it.

Test, Allies, Enimies: Enimes are the morganians, Allies are balthazar, and his friends, Test is to see if David really is the next sorcerer.

Aproach: He finds out that hes the prime merlinion, finds out balthazar lied about it and didnt tell him that he would have to destroy Morgana. So he has to leave and think about wat he should do.

Ordeal: He worries that he is not the prime merlinion because he cant perform magic without the ring.

Reward: He gets the girl

The road back: I think its when hes a kid and he leaves after balthazar tells him hes important and gives him the ring. Then he heads back home and continued his ordinary world.

Ressurection: David realizes he is the merlinion, cause he blocks a blow from Morgana without the ring and shoots fire out of his hands. He is the sorcerer after all.

Return with Elixir: He saves balthazar and baltazars girlfriend victoria. He kisses the girl they all live happily ever after.

Ordinary World

Meet Hittie Junswng. She is a 26 year old cosmetologist. She is married with two adorable children. She is an inspirational individual, who longs for an adventure. Her husband is a loveing guy who just doesn't understand what she is going through. She feels like no one understands her and that her ordinary life isnt as great as it was supposed to be. She awakes one morning thinking to herself, another day, doing the same things, cant wait for tomarrow.
She glances in the bathroom mirror, seeing herself with wrinkles and lines, filling her head of lies. What am I doing she thinks. This is not me, it never was.
Her reflection then smiles and says back, great you have finally showed up, cant wait to see what can happen in the future, cant wait for tomarrow, cant wait for the day when I can finally say I had a great life.

Gandhi.....

Nothing but you, is all I need, my eyes, my nose everything bleeds, for you
I cant talk, breath or see anything without you, I stay up every night wondering if i was to hard on you?
I gave to you, I opened my heart up to you, you did exactly what I thought you would.

Here we are now you have erased me from your memory, its like we never were, we......
My heart aches everytime I see couples and remember the way you would hold me, the way you always made me laugh the way you always made me smile, the way you would kiss me so tenderly, the way you made me cry, the way i still cry for you, the way you would always beg me to stay, and how id always come back.

You were everything to me, you still are, I would have married you, but now you have lost me, you have made me a memory, I keep forgetting to stop hurting myself.

I would have stayed through, the mental abuse, we would have worked all your and my problems out. I would have put up with the manipulating,  I would have been at every one of your games, rooting you on, wearing red, cheering for the utes, cheering for you. But you couldnt listen to me, you couldnt respect me, you always wanted more. Everything I gave to you was never enough. I never owned myself fully , when will we own ourselves completely?

I wish you were mature enough to understand all of the hurt I have been through, all the hurt im going through right now. I wish you could understand me. Your the reason im closing up my emotions, no more late nights crying, no more screaming for a half hour at you out of frustration. No more abuse, im done trying to find guys like my dad, cuz our relationship sucks! Im done falling in love with guys similar to him,  telling myself i can fix them. Its never gonna happen. Time to move on, forgive and forget. My heart will always belong to you. I never regret being with you, or wht happened between us, cuz i love you......i always will, And tonight is not the last time I'll see the light.

Shake the dust

This ones for the girls, who always get hurt, I want you to know your not alone.

This is for all those suicidal people out there who think now one cares, but people really do, more than you think.

This is for the people who hate their lives and cant stand living, they need to know it is worth it to be alive in the long run.

This is for those people, who are so pissed off and cant hold it in any longer. Im telling you to let it all out it will feel so great. Just scream if you feel its needed.

This is to those people who feel it is inapropriate to swear when angry, im here telling you that swearing when angry might just be what you need to do to get through to that person.

This is to all those nerdy boys out there, who feel like they will never be with anyone. Im here saying thats not true, in the future you will, just keep being yourself:)

This is to all those people, who go gay because the oposite sex treats them so crappy. Im here to say dont, someone special is out there for you, you just havent found them yet.

This is to those people who think they are nothing, that they arent important. You are perfect the way you are, god made you the way you are for a reason, when you talk down to yourself imagine how that makes him feel. Your perfect in his eyes.

Blurbs

Fablehaven- Is a magical world that only people who drink a magic milk can see them. They figure out that they live in this world. They later find out that they have to help them, save fablehaven and they do. In the end everything is all fine and dandy.

A child called it- Is about a kid whos been abused by his mother his hole life. And nobody does anything about it. Until he runs away. Than the cops see that hes been being abused, and they put him in foster care and get rid of his mother forever.

twighlight- This girl moves in with her dad. She meets a vampire guy. He falls inlove with her. She finds out he is a vampire but she isnt scared of him. They become an item. He saves her from a bad vampire, and than takes her to prom. They are once again happy.

A great a terrible beauty- Is about a girl who is the olden days and she wears dresses like in pirates of the carribean. She finds this new world at a bording school with some of her friends. She falls inlove with a gypsie man. But she doesnt end up with him.

Thirst- is about a vampire girl. She is a very angry girl who is out to kill bad people who messed up her life. She meets this guy whos father she murdered. They fall inlove with eachother. Bad things happen and they get seperated.

Story within a song.....

This song is about a girl who treats this guy like crap but now she regrets it, cause she is inlove with him, and he never treated her wrong. She is asking for his forgiveness again cuz she loves him, she promises to treat him right.

There for you: Fly Leaf

Plot: she wants to be there for this special person. But she feels that she cant.
Setting: Past, present, future. the girl singer, and the guy she is apologizing to.
Characters: the girl singer, and the guy she is apologizing to.
Conflict: She was mentally abusive to him, she treated him like crap, now she feels she doesnt deserve him back. But she is asking for his forgiveness and another shot at life with him anyways. She wants to be there for him like he was there for her.
Theme: Dont ever treat someone badly cause you will never know when they will stop putting up with it, and leave you, for someone better. What ever your going through, never treat someone wrong.

This song is about a girl who loves someone, but she was abusive to him, and now she is begging him to come back.

Plot: She wants to be loved by this guy, but she doesnt know how to show it back.
Setting: Past, Future
Characters: Pink and the guy she loves
Confilict: she is abusive to the guy and treats him like crap, and now she is begging him to stay.
Theme: never abuse anyone, seek therapy, good friends that uplift you , dont take out your anger in hurtful ways towards other people, even though it may seem like a good idea, but its not.

Jealousy

I am jealous of the ex boyfriend poem......because i like how it explains like what she has been through. It had a lot of emotion in it. I am jealous mainly because i wish i could have written it instead of her. I can totally relate to it. I really liked it.

Complaints...

Tired of being told what to do, Tired of my past, Sick of the emotional abuse going on, Sick of stress, Tired of being controlled, Tired of immaturity, Tired of mistakes, Tired of failing, Tired of grades, Tired of losing people to drugs and suicide, Tired of religion, Tired of being emotionally exhausted, Tired of not eating, Tired of not having an appitite, Tired of my heart aching, Tired of being let down. Tired of lies, Tired of putting up with stuff i dont need to be putting up with, Sick of being a druggy, Sick of judgemental people, Sick of being depressed, Sick of not caring, sick of caring, sick of getting hurt over and over again, Tired of Fate, Tired of screaming for help but no one heres me or comes to my rescue, Tired of being pissed all the time, Tired of not letting people in, Tired of drama, Tired of divorce, Sick of relationships, Sick of inconsiderate jerks, I'm tired of that war i fight deep down within myself.

Love is......

Love is burying your dog in the backyard. Love is a ring of fire. Love is watching your dad die in a hospital bed. Love is a rose full of thorns, it may be beautiful sometimes, but its never perfect. Love is insanity. Love is not getting you out of my mind. Love is addiction. Love is hate every once in a while. Love is sadness. Love is a new born baby. Love is intimacy between a husband and a wife. Love is waiting in the emergency room, with your sibling. Love is waiting for a soldier to return home. Love is attending a funeral. Love is beautiful, but its also ugly sometimes. Love is your wedding day. Love is staying with a spouse instead of getting a divorce.  Love is taking a bullet for someone.

Abuse isnt the answer.

I feel like im walking on air, Im floating, im leaving my happy place into an emotional skitzophrenic mind,
I see them all around me, i see the skin falling off their bones, i see the blood the cutts the bruises, i hear the muffled screams, I here the noises the knife makes when it enters the poor victims body, the sound the gun makes when its fired. I dont understand why these horrible things happen. You see this little girl walking down the street, in an old tattered dress, her long dirty ratted hair a mess and her bruised up bloody body, she looks at you with that red puffy tear stained face, she limps towards you, she takes your trembling hand in her fagile black and blue hands, you look into those bloodshot brown eyes, she looks at you pleadingly and begs for you to help her, she says im scared daddies gonna hurt me again tonight, you start to tremble and shake then the tears come out, you cant help her shes already dead. What is it gonna take to stop all this disgusting abuse. When is it gonna get through there freakin heads that were human too? Im so freakin sick of this crap. These people are sick, and if your reading this and your one who is being abused dont be afraid to reach out, I did and it helped me. No one deserves to be treated like that.

I am

1.I am.... Indecisive
2.I am... a Listener
3.I am....moody
4.I am....a helper
5.I am....a clutz
6.I am ...smart
7.I am...selfconcious
8.I am...uneasy
9.I am....beautiful
10.I am...scared
11.I am...emotionally enstable
12.I am....a social butterfly
13.I am..mormon
14.I am...funny
15.I am...angry
16.I am....paranoid
17.I am....skinny
18.I am....abnormal
19.I am...a spaz
20.I am....accepted by most

I walk alone...

I walk alone, down this road of looks and glares, because of their selfish judgements.
I walk this empty hall with nothing, but a pair of ripped jeans, and an old dirty jacket.
I walk alone with that fake smile fake laugh, hiding my true feelings.....I wear a mask.
I walk alone with those memories of muffled screams, bloodshot eyes, tears, fighting, black eyes, people getting hauled off to jail in a police car....people I love.
I walk alone worrying about those people who do drugs and those people who are suicidal ...afraid of them taking their lives one day.
I look in that empty mirror with an empty expression....wondering what happened to the old me, and when the old me will return.
I walk alone down this hall and get sucked into a whirlpool of drama unable to get out before it drowns me into a big emotional reck.
I walk alone through my trials, my own heart aches knowing that they happen for reason....everything happens for a reason.

Im thinking of you.......

I'm thinking of you like dogs think about bacon, like snow thinks about landing on grass, like gummy bears think about being chewed. I'm thinking of you like a cowboy thinks about his boots, like ketchep thinks about fries. I'm thinking about you like Every Freaking second of the day, like women on diets think about chocolate, like guitarists think about music. I'm thinking about you like wrinkles think about your face, like toilets think about toilet paper, like shoes think about feet. I'm thinking about you like basketballs think about hoops, like fishing poles think about fish, like cats think about mice. I'm thinking of you like lungs think of breathing, like lips think about kissing, like arms think about holding , like rings think about fingers. When your thinking about me, you know im thinking about you, cause theres not a thing in this world that can get you out of my mind.

Direct orders: Rock the HECK out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rock out like you woke up 2 hours before your alarm went off and you get to sleep in more. Rock out like you've just realized the guy you've liked since 7th grade finally likes you back. Rock out like your at a party with kesha! Rock out like the world is never going to end. Rock out like you wont ever die. Rock out like you have just been turned into a sexy vampire.Rock the heck out like you just dont care! Rock out like you just met Avril lavegne, Rock out like he just kissed you. Rock out like its Friday. Rock out like you just got asked out on a date. Rock out like you just jumped off a cliff and survived. Rock out like you just won the lottery. Rock out like Heath ledger didnt really die. Rock out like your at a marylin manson concert. Rock out like its summer again. Rock out like its raining outside. Rock out like your the most attractive person in school. Rock out like you just got accepted into an excellent college. Rock out like you just got a new dog, and its a golden retreiver. Rock out like your having a blast. Rock out like your at a partee! Rock out like you just got asked out by the hottest guy/girl in school! Rock out like its the last day of school! Rock out like your never sad anymore. Rock out like your goin on a date with Shaning Tatum. Rock out like your 18 and your finally movin out.

Introduction

I love to write, I am not sure if i am good at it but who cares, if you love to do something then you should do it.  I also have a thing for art i am a good artist i think. You should build off of the things your good at to make yourself a better person. I know doing that has made me a better person.